You make me so happy.

I don't know why I'm crying.

Some things have happened recently that made me realize I need to change my outlook on life.

I need to pull my grades up, get my act together, and be more grateful for the things I have in life.

I want to appreciate what I have more, and show the people around me that I love them no matter what.

I love you guys. Never forget that. I sure won't. :3~< ( Read more... )

Thanks SO much for commenting on my last entry, guys. It made me feel a WHOLE lot better to have proof that people actually care. I was starting to get down. :]

So, I had a great day for the most part, today. I had to get up at 8:30 for a doctor's appointment, where I got my final HPV shot. Not too bad, took only a minute, but the nurse had me chill ( Read more... )

...Do I come off as arrogant to you guys?

edit: anon posting is okay if you don't feel comfortable posting under your account. (just putting it out there.)

Well. Today I woke up with the full intention to finish my Christmas shopping and hang out at the bowling alley with dad. Sadly, things don't work out. Ever.

Shortly after my alarm went off we got a call from mom saying my dad had been in a head-on collision. She was coming from work to take me to the hospital to see him, so I leapt out of bed and ( Read more... )

So, uhhhh...remember this entry and this entry?

Yeah. So. About time I told what happened, eh?

They closed my mom's company. She would get paid until the end of October (severance pay, whooo) and then that would be it. That's what the first entry was about. Mom is our single source of income. Granny gets some money, but bills take all that away. I' ( Read more... )

Today was, weirdly, a good day. I only got five hours of sleep (due to me suddenly sitting up in the middle of the night saying "shit, I forgot to do my english homework" and having to get my laptop and post it) but I got up this morning awake and energized. Twas pretty sweet. :3 The only bad thing was that I started my period, but I haven't had ( Read more... )

...My mom just ran out of the kitchen crying because I told her that she should keep the lettuce on her fucking BLT sandwich. She yelled that she could eat her BLT however she wanted, Granny told her to stop being so cranky, and she burst out into tears and ran.

I KNOW she's stressed. We all are. I didn't mean anything by it.

I apologized to her ( Read more... )

It's amazing how theraputic cleaning one's room can be. =)

I had a really productive day today. <3

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I HATE YOU LIVEJOURNAL. YOU SUCK SHIT. DX

Mmmkay, angst ended, I hope. There -was- a reason for it...

I seriously tried to get this damn thing to post for THREE DAYS, hours at a time. It Just. Wouldn't. Update. Therefore, I got reeeaaalllyy aggravated, so I just was like "Screw it" and posted the above message.

So. There ya go.

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